The main point is, I'm so disappointed lah because I used quite a lot of money and energy and time for this practices. And there will be no more practices after this. Just for that 3 days. 3 days? Yeah, a short time right? My coach said he will do training after this tournament but, will he? There's no more other tournament for this year and usually teachers are lazy. So, I think these 3 days will be the only days. Huh. But I really hope the coach is willing to do training although there will be no more tournament this year. Please, please! I don't want to play for only 3 days!
I learnt so many things from this 3 days of training, which is good. I think my techniques are better and I'm glad. It's just that I'm a bit disappointed for not being chosen and also for the short time of training. But I think it's fair. Well, why? 'Cause I think I've got so many good things in my life this year and the past few years. So, my life wouldn't be always so happy right? I just have to face some disappointment. It's okay. Then my life will be stable. So, there's nothing really bad about this failure. It's just that .. it's a failure. Haha, never mine. Think positive!
The coach said that he'll choose me next year. So, I just have to wait ah. I'll just play and gain more experience. Yeah, I want to be like Lee Chong Wei too! (Silly me.)